Saturday, September 25, 2010

Stupid me..

today 26th sept 10, sunday early morning 12.09am
its been so long since the last time i updated this blog..
well..

secara tadi kluar ma puz ma desc crita panjang lebar..
bb ku di sita puz.. hahaha go get one darla.. i know you want it badly now.. hahaha
shared a lot of story with both of them.. and it was fun :)

so, anyway..
after back from hk, there is a lil bit problem between us..
i dont know whats in your mind..
kalau soal klub bola fave mu, mao ampe jam brapa juga lu tunggu..
saya telat dikit udah di tinggal "good night"
well, i think sooner or later we need to end this stupid relationship..
its not a healthy one.. you always think that i have no feeling to you..
well as what you always think, do as what you want..
its quite tiring to arguing with you..
i hate it thought..

as far as we go, its a lie if i said i didn't have any feelings for you..
what's the different between like or love ?
tell me..
is it stupid to fall in love ?

love you, yet this heart already fallen into pieces, thank you :)

some said only fools that fall in love..
so i'm one of those fools ? is it ?
who cares ?
no one..
i don't know whether im the one that acted too childish or whatsoever..
but,
will you always be there when i need you..
...
i do hope so..
its been a hard time for me lately..
=)

so far.. its been months since we traps in this relationship that don't know where it will lead us..
as a man.. i can say that you are quite patient with me.. and i really do appreciate it..
thank for keep reminding me that you still love me, thou you never say it lately..

thank you for ferdian christian sentani who already been so kind to me..
accompany me almost every single night shares a lot of story with me..
make me laugh all the time, thou no matter what happened here..
thank you for being such a good cyber friend for me
thank you for helping me stop this water that falling down from my eyes by your stupid jokes
that always works really great just like a magic ♥
you are always there when i need someone to talk with ( sounds like ghost *.* :p )
i hope that i have a big brother just like you
thank you so much..
for everything..
:)
:D
;)
:p

so...
as what you said tonight beibi..
good night..