Stupid Love Story

yes, hello..
last night, i'm having fun with puz, hardy, calvin, zealous, sebastian and WL.. we are
having so much fun, hahahaha..
ok, skip..

today is Wednesday, so it means, Friday is our last day of examinations..
then, after dat, we are going to have our holiday, till October if im not mistaken.

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it's just matter of time until i break your heart and mine
i hate it
but i think, i will.. one day
i'm sorry for today
thank you for loving me
seems hard to say goodbye
but, why we need to say goodbye while we can say, see you ?
people are complicated, but love is much more complicated..

sleep tight dear, sleep tight =)

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Zombie Morning!!

hey ho!!
aw!!
i'm as dead as a zombie!
say what? yes, im looks like a dummy! =.="
i went to bed at 6.am this morning!
why ?!
because...
had a midnight phone call till 3am,
then can't sleep, open my notebook!
then, updating my rusty blog, blog walking, checking on fb, twitter, etc!
then at 5 something, i move to the floor, trying to wrap that gift..
mr.d wanna give it to a "Girl"
havent finished wrapping that thing yet.. so i decided to continue it now, but seems so zombie right now, can do nothing..
woke up at 8.30am.. can't join the computer lesson! so i went somewhere else, trying to get some sleep, and end up with failed.. so try to get some coffee, and the coffee gave no effect at all, so...
and that guy ignores me! wth ?!
what's wrong ? idk.. just let it flow..
its 10.52am now, well, think g2g.. adios..

love me,
zombie!

Midnight going to Dawn

hi, its 3.04am
i've ended my midnight phone call

and yet i can't sleep
he must be off to his bed rite now..
well,
yes, i miss you
and yes, i think i love you, is it really love ?
not so sure..
sorry =)
it's just, i don't know where will i anchor this relationship
yes, i know i love you
but
i'm not ready for "broken heart"
yes, im not an optimistic

it's pouring outside, is it ? or it's just the sounds of the air-con or the fan
who knows ?

i have a computer class this morning, at 8.30am till 10.15am
feels like i wanna skip that class, so lazy
prefer mandarin class though..
studying visual basic is really brain consuming..
its easy if you keep practicing everyday and you are able to remember the formulas
but, too many that i've failed my 1st VB exam =.="
don't know why, its so difficult
from 5 questions, i am only able to do two perfectly, and 2 other half
walawe =.="
such a nightmare =.="

well, i think g2g to bed now..
its 3.13am now... panda's eyes liao lar tomorrow, aw!!

good night :)
ops, good morning XD
adioss

ps : thanks for you cares and loves =)

i love you :)

AHA!! VOILA :D
what day is today ? june 20..
its been years since the last time i updated this blog..
so, what am i gonna write today ?

*say, i love youuu :p

and then, you know my little nephew seperti prince charming deh, di kejar2 cew melulu, padahal kan baru 5 tahun sahaja..
bukan dia lo yg kejar cew, dia yang di kejar cew, and so the lil girl kissed my lil nephew.. ahahaha so sweet XD
she really kissed him!!! im shocked for a while XD
and his grandma which is my aunt, told me that, even in the school bus, the girls fighting each other because they want to sit beside him.. ROFLMAO!

* i have a crush lately
* he is a good guy
* though a lil childish "sometimes"

and then, what else ?? ooh yeah, holiday is coming!! 2 months i think, and a half.. lols
where will i be this holiday ?? medan ? or ?? hope tak berjamur lah dimedan =.=" bisa gila rasa nya =.= libur 2 bulan, ouch!

and thennnn... my eyes udah sisa beberapa watt sahaja..

ahhhh.. g2g.. adioss :)

It's March!! already...

Yuhuuu, hello..
already pass the month of love which is February
know what im doing now ?
learning blogging, at ? visitek of course.. lalalala
awww, last night i learn how to make a website, today i learn how to make a blog..
what for tomorrow ?

well, honestly and truthfully, I'm so hungry right now, feed me!!
well, got to go.. talk later.. ciao.. lol

Something wrong

aw, i think there is something wrong with my blog..
it didnt show the 2010 archive, how come ? oh my god.
but i can find my 2010 posts in my daily category..
lah.. what's happening ?

Month of love... is it ?

well, hello guys...
i don't know what to write as usual
u know, its February know, people keep talking about valentine day...
i don't know what is so much special about it.
i think everyday could be valentine you know.
well, maybe because i have no boyfriend, then i think valentine is just the same like the other day.. its just ordinary. But this year's valentine day comes along with the chinese new year celebration.
well, of course the chinese new year is something special for me. including the cookies that will be serves in this occasion and including the "red pocket" thingie, lol.

u know, my auntie and her daughter and her grandson already move back to their own home. it's such a relief for me, since they stayed in my room, i think my room already turns into a sinking ship. and they already moved back since last friday, and know i didnt sleep in my own bed. i sleep in my mom and dad's room. why ? because idk why there is a lot of ants in my room and i dont know what are they doing there, or what they've did.
so i told ma maid to clean the bed and every single corner in my room, so i think i will move back to my own room the night before chinese new year. just to make sure everything already cleaned. and i dont need to worry about ants.

i dont know why, i hate ants so much.. i mean, they are small, then they are so solid. like they works together and etc. its so scary for me. well, u can say that i hate most insects except butterfly, i like am. and i hate SPIDERS so much. i am arachnophobia u know.
puz is birthday gonna come this friday, and i still dont know yet what kind of present that i will gift to her. may be.... well.. lets see..


heyyyy, did i told you guys, i wore a skirt ? hahaha.. i mean, not in the school. in my friend's birthday party, well.. let me upload it, hahaha...
wait wait wait..seeee, ugly ? or fit me ? hahaha... i think not so bad laa.

well, im having a class tomorrow, well.. its like a private school or something, just and additional class, its a computer lesson, gonna study computer stuff till this november. now im studying dream weaver. a lot of script to learn. and i cant remember all of them, well, kinda hard for me to remember something that i dont really want, but it doesnt mean that i didnt interested on dreamweaver, its a cool software to learn. and after that im going to have my mandarin class, nah... im interested with this class, so fun. hahaha
i think, i already did something wrong, i think im not supposed to take the english literature. it supposed to be mandarin literature. well... forget it. the rice has turned into mush. well

i think thats all for today, gotta go now, its 12.22am now, but still need to help momma, hahaha...
adiossssss :D
good night =)

my wishes..

well.. first of all..
i wanna greet you guys with merry x'mas.. since today is 25th of december
then..
i want to greet santa also.. well santa..
since microsoft are sucks! full of viruses and etc
then, i want a macbook pro..
then, since i'm also tired of nokia ( not really actually ) so i want an iphone 3GS
then.. i think that's all for my wishes for this year..
err.. maybe that russian made, old camera =) it's really lovely santa.. i swear for that !!

well.. now..
it's really already that's all..
good night..
merry christmas
=)

leave!!!

it's almost one month they stay at here..
and it's killing me also..
since the little one got no manner at all..
O.k , for the first time, he is so chubby and etc and blablabla
but after i saw him every single seconds
oh my goat! i can say that he is like a pest! oh my got!
for the goat sake! please, go away!
stay out of my life !
you already spoiled by your mom! please I'm not your MOM!!!
I've been so so patient to all of your acts! and you still don't get it at all!
ok, u are 4! so it means u can get whatever you want when u cry ? hell no!
I'm not your mom! and maybe it sounds crazy, but yes.. you are 4, and you act like 20+
you are abnormal..
geez, what am i doing in this blog..
cursing and swearing on you! shit..

geez, just please, stop pestering! u are really like a pain in the ass!! for the goat damn sake!!

Hello World!!

wow.. its been a long long time ago since the last time i opened this stuff..
blogger.com well..
i have a chit chat whit my friend, which is the bitch S, then .. he mentioned something about blogging stuff, that AG guy said something so uncool, then.. well, since i hate that AG guy fucking damn much.. so i keep on complaining on his blog.. its unnecessary after all.. but, who cares dude..

then, i can't wait for this fri' day.. well, its just a simple national holiday, but i can't wait to meet my friends!! aw, we are gonna spend our time together, gossiping and chit chat, hahaha.. so auntie style, hahaha.. well, again.. who cares! well, the plan is, we are gonna go to the beach..
and.. etc maybe XD

and i want to eat that.. err.. u know.. that simpang tiga rice, sounds awkward for me.. XD
and i want to eat the crabs, seafood baby!! seafood!!

well, i think i've gained another weight.. well, its sucks..
and then, what again ? collage.. still enjoying my collage life.. have a new crush.. kinda complicated though.. but.. never mind after all

and then, what again ? err.. peeps are coming back to their hometown..
and.. aw.. don't know..

i think.. that's all..
sign out..
adios..